i think its time to accept that my relationship is over..

devins_mommy

i know iv been blowin up pregly with my depressing post. but me and my boyfriend have been arguing bad since thursday.. and sat we kinda made up. but sunday everything hit the fan when he got into a fight with my parents. but he told my brother that he was sorry for everything and was going to appoligize - but has yet to do so.. and now its tuesday and we have yet to talk. i think i need to accept the fact that this time, were probably over.. :-((

and what makes is so much harder is my son waking up in the morning, and standing up in his crib and looking at the empty side of my bed and realizing his daddy isnt there, and calling for his daddy. :-((
i think thats also why hes been taking 2 hours to fall asleep.. he probably misses his daddy, because hes been there everynight almost his whole life..

i just dont know what to do, and hes so hard to talk to.. im so so lost and empty.

stella

I have no advice. But i'm sorry that you are going through this and hope you can find your way through it. How old is you're little one >:D<

devins_mommy

Thank you @stella he's 14 months.. :'-(

Aubreysmommy

@devins_mommy I am sorry you are going though this I have no advice being that i am still preg. with my first and my daughters father is not around i wish i could help you. Good luck tho hun when one door closes a window opens

devins_mommy

thanks @aubreysmommy i just dont know what id do without him, and i know i shouldnt depend on a guy. but he was my frist real boyfriend, and weve been togeather for 3 years..

Aubreysmommy

@devins_mommy It will be hard hun that's for sure but You have to live For yourself and that precious boy of yours I was with her father for a year and 6 months the last 3 months of our relationship sucked i would even put the last 6 months sucked but i am much happier without him and better off because no one needs unneed stress in their lifes.

If you need someone to talk to Im here

SalasMommy

I'm so sorry honey my baby is 16 months and when my hubby works he also wakes up crying calling for his daddy. So I know how heartbreaking it can be. I think you guys should really talk talk to him or call him or go see him. We are here if you need anything

devins_mommy

Thanks @SalasMommy he has a work meeting at 930, so I asked if he.could meet me after. I really hope things go good. I'm just happy he keeps asking for our son. I just hope he still loves me enough to work things out.

SalasMommy

I think its great he asks about ur son. No matter what happens between yall it shows u that he is a good father. I hope it goes well too hun

devins_mommy

hes a great father. & thanks i hope so too...
any smart things i can say hahah. i dont want to start crying before we even start talking, even tho i know its gunna happen cuz im a chicken. :-(
@SalasMommy
@MommyLovesSparkle (right?) hahah.
@Mama_kat
@Aubreysmommy

MommyLovesSparkle

oh wow he still hasnt spoken to you? wtf is wrong with him, belivev me he'll be losing alot more than you will if it is over.!