I can't believe what has happened to me.
Alot of you know my story.. I had a long journey having a healthy pregnancy. I had three miscarriages and I finally had a healthy baby girl Sept 6th! After only a month baby daddy decided he wasn't happy and moved out. I have been going through a little depression and trying to deal with a heart break. I have been trying to adjust to becoming a single mommy and it has been tough. but I felt like I was making progress.. But on Oct 31st I was making fried zucchini and was heating oil. The oil got burnt after I tried frying one so I decided to dump the oil and use new oil.. I didn't wanna plug the sink so I poured the oil into a glass jar. I leaned over to the sink to rinse the pan and before I knew it the glass exploded on me! It hit both my thighs and ran down one of my legs. And hit one hand. Thank god my mom was home she got me straight into a cold bath and called 911. I ended up having 2nd degree burns and a small section that was 3rd degree. I had to have surgery on both legs.. They put something called pig skin to help it heal and reduce scaring. I finally came home today and its finally hitting me. I still can't believe what happened. I am so mentally and physically drained. I can barely walk.. I have family and friends who are trying to help with my daughter as much as possible until I am healed but I feel like such a burden. 
baby daddy is pathetic. I do not think he realizes how bad I am hurt. He was suppose to pick baby up today at 1 so I could get some rest and I called at 1 and he said he was finishing running errands and he'd come. I was like well I need a time and he's like time is not my friend you know that. I'm like do you not understand that I cannot Take care of her by myself right now. I dont understand how he can be so rude after what I have gone through. Its like he doesn't get it and he is still trying to walk all over me. I told him he needed to be at my house to get her by 2 or I had to make other arrangements. And he doesn't text back until two and he said he was on his way. But I told him I already left cuz I needed to go somewhere cuz my mom had to go to work. And I needed someone to help me and baby. He started Apologizing and begging to see her. I told him to tell me when his next day off is and if he wants to see her then he needs to be on time. Cuz I need someone with me for awhile and if he can't be on time no one is going to wait around for him I am so sad and messed up right now. I don't know how I am going to get through this. I thought things were as bad as they could be and couldn't get worse but they somehow did! I wanna crawl into a hole. I cannot believe how bad my life has turned.I have a broken heart and have had two major surgeries in the last two months. I go in tomorrow to have my legs checked and am so scared to see what they look like. I feel like life is crumbling around me. I feel like I need to see someone like a counselor or something. Idk what to do. I wanna give up.
baby daddy is pathetic. I do not think he realizes how bad I am hurt. He was suppose to pick baby up today at 1 so I could get some rest and I called at 1 and he said he was finishing running errands and he'd come. I was like well I need a time and he's like time is not my friend you know that. I'm like do you not understand that I cannot Take care of her by myself right now. I dont understand how he can be so rude after what I have gone through. Its like he doesn't get it and he is still trying to walk all over me. I told him he needed to be at my house to get her by 2 or I had to make other arrangements. And he doesn't text back until two and he said he was on his way. But I told him I already left cuz I needed to go somewhere cuz my mom had to go to work. And I needed someone to help me and baby. He started Apologizing and begging to see her. I told him to tell me when his next day off is and if he wants to see her then he needs to be on time. Cuz I need someone with me for awhile and if he can't be on time no one is going to wait around for him I am so sad and messed up right now. I don't know how I am going to get through this. I thought things were as bad as they could be and couldn't get worse but they somehow did! I wanna crawl into a hole. I cannot believe how bad my life has turned.I have a broken heart and have had two major surgeries in the last two months. I go in tomorrow to have my legs checked and am so scared to see what they look like. I feel like life is crumbling around me. I feel like I need to see someone like a counselor or something. Idk what to do. I wanna give up.
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