Getting very over it
I have no idea when I ovulated. I used IC opks to try to conceive with my last baby and they never came up positive. Not even faint. This time, to AVOID my ovulation days, I tested cd14 and it was very positive. My partner (now x) tried to do the dead cd15 but I said let me do a test to make sure. Once again very positive. He said I'll just pull out. And I said I'm extremely fertile as we both know and I'll probably end up pregnant anyway. He didn't care (we have a child and were planning another in dec anyway, and together 4years)... He pulled out with plenty of time to spare. I did notice I felt a little slimier than usual lol. Anyway around 5 days later we did the dead again, and he pulled out again. Ever since, I've had pregnancy symptoms. Don't call me crazy yet, I had them with my last from day one too. And even after neg preg tests and a neg blood test at 11dpo (which may not have been 11dpo), I never gave up because I just new and I was right. I've been experiencing:
Cramps
Very light headed on occasion
Nausea if I don't eat or smell cigarettes
A little gas
Veins have become visible in my arms
I think my areoles are growing
Sore gums
Lotion like discharge
Anything sweet is very sickening and chocolate was my favorite (so annoyed)
Craving veggies
Very exhausted (was very very sleepy last week but now just feel run down yet not enough to sleep)
Cervix came down and was hard, now it's become long, hard and is going back up.
Extremely clumsy
Gee probably more but you get the gist lol. These are almost everything I had with my last except I was very bloated last pregnancy. In just starting to feel a little on occasion.
Weird thing is, I'm just getting negatives and one crystal clear that has a faint line but that was about 4 days ago and it looks like an evap as now I'm just getting negative frer's. What the hell!!!!!! I totally forgot all about it today until I started feeling really nauseous from not having dinner. So I'm not just making myself feel this way. I'm going nuts. I just want it to go away if it's nothing!!!!!
With my last pregnancy, my scans showed a due date that suggested I fell pregnant on cd18-19 on a 28day cycle. I thought it was just wrong. Maybe I ovulate late? But why did I have a positive on cd14-15??? And how long will it take to show a bloody positive if I am?? I was 4 weeks 4 days or 4weeks according to my scan when I found out last time!!! Anyone have any suggestions or kind words for this poor mumma going crazy lol???
I'm now 2-3 days late for af (as far as I know(
Cramps
Very light headed on occasion
Nausea if I don't eat or smell cigarettes
A little gas
Veins have become visible in my arms
I think my areoles are growing
Sore gums
Lotion like discharge
Anything sweet is very sickening and chocolate was my favorite (so annoyed)
Craving veggies
Very exhausted (was very very sleepy last week but now just feel run down yet not enough to sleep)
Cervix came down and was hard, now it's become long, hard and is going back up.
Extremely clumsy
Gee probably more but you get the gist lol. These are almost everything I had with my last except I was very bloated last pregnancy. In just starting to feel a little on occasion.
Weird thing is, I'm just getting negatives and one crystal clear that has a faint line but that was about 4 days ago and it looks like an evap as now I'm just getting negative frer's. What the hell!!!!!! I totally forgot all about it today until I started feeling really nauseous from not having dinner. So I'm not just making myself feel this way. I'm going nuts. I just want it to go away if it's nothing!!!!!
With my last pregnancy, my scans showed a due date that suggested I fell pregnant on cd18-19 on a 28day cycle. I thought it was just wrong. Maybe I ovulate late? But why did I have a positive on cd14-15??? And how long will it take to show a bloody positive if I am?? I was 4 weeks 4 days or 4weeks according to my scan when I found out last time!!! Anyone have any suggestions or kind words for this poor mumma going crazy lol???
I'm now 2-3 days late for af (as far as I know(
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