really. i need head examined. lol.
Why is it i come back for 2 days and i start thinking i want another baby? Before i came back on here i was 85-90% sure i didnt want anymore kids. We have been through so much in the past 2 yrs. I know theres no wayfor it to work. But the thought of being pregnant, feeling all those kicks and movements, and holding a newborn baby just makes me think i dont care if we are struggling. But that is a very irrisponsible thought. I wish i could have a clear head and know for sure what i want.