pica-dirt cravings/being fat and gross
Im not having a good day AT ALL. My mom sent me a kohls gift card to buy some maternity clothes which was really sweet, but I get kohls maternity clothes doesn't like fat women. None of them fit me. I had to buy just regular plus size clothes. Which is okay, but I used to love shopping, now its become a miserable chore. I feel uncomfortable, sweaty, hot, fat everywhere... it was gross. My back hurt really bad. I almost broke down and cried. I ended up just getting 1 shirt and 2 pairs of flip flops. It was devastating. To top that off, even when I take all my vitamins and iron pills, I crave dirt, ice, sand, even my caroaded sidewalk gravel. I need to fullfill this craving somehow its driving me nuts. 
today has just sucked. Sorry to vent... :-(
31.6 weeks
today has just sucked. Sorry to vent... :-( 31.6 weeks