My goodness im so freaking irritated!! Dont know how to calm myself!
Ugh im so fustrated I want to cry! I waited all damn day for my mom so I can go to the hospital bcause I have no one to watch my daughter and I find excuses NOT to go to the hospital unless my dr sends me or my water breaks I hate the hospital! It was my moms idea to take me but has me effinn waiting since this morning, everything was more important then me cramping and having pain whil shes getting her car washed and cleaned, and gettin my stupid brother a damn cell who is 21 and doesnt work whose a complete MOOCHER! Im stuck at her house wit my aunts 4 bad ass kids and my 2 dumb ass brothers who im 2seconds away from beatin the crap out of 16 and 17 and they think they're grown! Im so mad Im in my room bcause I know im goin to end up sayin something really stupid and cause and arguement.. Now she wants to take me in the morning I jus ignored her I have nothing to say to her at this point what if I went into labor while ahe was effin gone doin stupid crap and I had 7 kids wit me? Uhh I swear so selfish! I wana cry and start yelling at them!
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@betty im 35wks and 4days