He's "goin away" (bd vent)
About me: 17 weeks pregnant, one year with the bd.
So today we went to a prenatal class, it was lame but after he was on my phone snooping and he found a kiss list I made and he basically said "i dont give a eff about what you do anymore" after asking a billion questions he said he had to ask me a favor which was not to have sex with anyone while I was holding his baby. I took that as we are over and I asked him to at least be there for me in the beginning when the baby comes cuz thats when I really need him and he said he'll see the baby once a day but will try and be there for his baby if he is still "here". He said he's gunna go away and become hard core gangster again. He then proceeded to tell me he has done crazy shit this pissed week like shooting at people and goin back to the gang life. He stopped his gang life days once me and him got together. Now since our incident the weekend before last (he went to a party with his ex and when I came to wish my fiend happy birthday he proceeded to tell me he hated me and wanted me to leave.) I stopped seeing him and now since then he is gon back to gang life, robbing homes, killing random people, selling and risking his life. He said he wouldn't change back ever and now I'm extra worried cuz right before he got out the car he told me that if he finds out that I slept with any guy during pregnancy or kissed him then he's going to kill him. Then he said especially my friend An who is a guy I have a closet crush on, but he has a gf. I'm not sad because he has treated me horribly lately and I already prepared to raise baby on my own. tomorrow is our one year. But I guess i'll be alone from now on! To all the ladies out there who are or about to be raising a kid on your own I applaud you! if we are all alone for our baby then we are all together in that. I'm here for anyone in the same situation
So today we went to a prenatal class, it was lame but after he was on my phone snooping and he found a kiss list I made and he basically said "i dont give a eff about what you do anymore" after asking a billion questions he said he had to ask me a favor which was not to have sex with anyone while I was holding his baby. I took that as we are over and I asked him to at least be there for me in the beginning when the baby comes cuz thats when I really need him and he said he'll see the baby once a day but will try and be there for his baby if he is still "here". He said he's gunna go away and become hard core gangster again. He then proceeded to tell me he has done crazy shit this pissed week like shooting at people and goin back to the gang life. He stopped his gang life days once me and him got together. Now since our incident the weekend before last (he went to a party with his ex and when I came to wish my fiend happy birthday he proceeded to tell me he hated me and wanted me to leave.) I stopped seeing him and now since then he is gon back to gang life, robbing homes, killing random people, selling and risking his life. He said he wouldn't change back ever and now I'm extra worried cuz right before he got out the car he told me that if he finds out that I slept with any guy during pregnancy or kissed him then he's going to kill him. Then he said especially my friend An who is a guy I have a closet crush on, but he has a gf. I'm not sad because he has treated me horribly lately and I already prepared to raise baby on my own. tomorrow is our one year. But I guess i'll be alone from now on! To all the ladies out there who are or about to be raising a kid on your own I applaud you! if we are all alone for our baby then we are all together in that. I'm here for anyone in the same situation
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And to everyone else, keep in mind I'm talking about an ex. I myself am not doin anything wrong, I'm fine bring a single mom. I have already made my decision to not be with him so please dont assume I'm keeping him around. Baby is coming on october 13th. Regardless of what he does, he is the father of my baby, I'm not gunna keep him from his baby but honestly who the hell would follow to my house without him knowing?? That is all movie stuff. but thanks for the support. Even tho you DONT know me.