Curse men and their power(veeeennt)
Why the hell is it ok to only have sex when HE wants it and when I want it he turns me down. Its not effin fair. I'm having a c section on Monday and I would think he would want to make love ad much as possible...but no...natta...nothing. Only time he has sex with me is when I get to a point of complaining after two or three weeks. God PLEASE after I hsve this baby...just wipe away all sexual desire I have for three years. Kill my libido...make sex undesirable...because its ganna be his f-ing turn to suffer. I'm ganna turn him down ever time he wants it even if I do want it ill go masturbate so ill be good. I hope he feels like I feel now...rejected and disgusting...its hard enough being pregnant but not feeling the love KILL ME! It sucks cause he's actually a good guy...but this is such a big issue for me and he hasent tried to fix or change it the entire pregnancy. Hopefully my prayers will be answered and he can know how it feels. -.-
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