37 weeks. Working 40. Wanting to murder. Having anxiety. Wah.
Basically self explanitory. lol Im 37 weeks 3 days, still working full time. Which i didnt think would be too bad, lotsa mommas do it, BUT im totally hating life. I literally cried getting ready for work today. haha sooo pathetic! I only work at a hotel, so the most activity I have to do is bringing towels or sheets to different rooms. My managers are serious assholes though, and im constantly stressed and walking on eggshells. Not to mention that they keep saying 'okay sooo you have your kid and 30 minutes later we want you back at the desk" Oh youre sooo hilarious. lol Basically im in pain and every little thing makes me want to cry or kill someone. Im just ready for my little one to be here, but im completely terrified.. =[ Im a first time mommy, i just turned 21 and recently graduated cosmetology school.. so it is kind of like everything is beginning all at once. Which is great! But Im just basically scared of falling flat on my face with everything all at once =/
But anyways Im just being a big fat pregnant emo baby and im completely SICK of my job. lol I almost punched this lady in her pancreas just now, she was SO rude. Anybody else still working this late in the months?
But anyways Im just being a big fat pregnant emo baby and im completely SICK of my job. lol I almost punched this lady in her pancreas just now, she was SO rude. Anybody else still working this late in the months?
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@blessedmommy ugh yes girl it is not easy! Even on my two.days off i completely dread that eventually ill be back lol im grateful to have a job but im sooo tired and uncomfortable!
@cee808 ahh jealousy! Lol i used to love working but it is going to be sooo hard for me to.leave her after shes here:( im workin up til my date too!
@angeliaAndme yeah girl thats drf true.. Id probably go crazier than i am now with anticipation lol
@juliansmommy ahhh comfy clothes and the tlc channel is all i want!! Lmao so serious!! I haate dealing with rude ppl at the hotel whwn im already tired and in pain. I just keep tellin myself only two weeks to go!
I work in a daycare with infants and toddlers and I'm so tired and just want to stay home. I'm 33 weeks on Wednesday.
She'll be commin to work with me so ill have the time with her at work but its not the same