Letter to my kids (sorry its long)
Dear tyler, caden, and new baby girl.
I am so sorry for bringing you all into this world. Our lives are horrible right now and I certanly am not helping. We are homeless. Daddy lost his job. And we cant pay our bills. We can barely get you all diapers. Im sorry for making your lives misserable. You all (tyler & caden) seem happy. But I dont see how you can be. Mommy and daddy loves you all so very much (including baby girl). I would give you the world if I could. But I cant. I begged daddy for all of you. So its my fault. You guys dont have everything in the world but im trying. You barely have clothes and shoes that fit. But you have food. I feel so guilty that I have done this to you. I love you all but shouldnt have brought you into a world of missery.
Mommy and daddy are fighting more these days because of the hard time we are going through. But we do love you. Despite whatever we say to eachother, mommy and daddy will always love you. I would love to give you all the world, and maybe some day you will get it. But as of now, I can give you nothing. I am sorry. Please forgive me for being a horrible, worthless mother.
Hopefully things will turn around soon. I love you all will all of my heart. Which is why I feel so bad and guilty. My heart is broken because of everything I have put you through. I am sorry.
I love you all,
Your mommy.
I am so sorry for bringing you all into this world. Our lives are horrible right now and I certanly am not helping. We are homeless. Daddy lost his job. And we cant pay our bills. We can barely get you all diapers. Im sorry for making your lives misserable. You all (tyler & caden) seem happy. But I dont see how you can be. Mommy and daddy loves you all so very much (including baby girl). I would give you the world if I could. But I cant. I begged daddy for all of you. So its my fault. You guys dont have everything in the world but im trying. You barely have clothes and shoes that fit. But you have food. I feel so guilty that I have done this to you. I love you all but shouldnt have brought you into a world of missery.
Mommy and daddy are fighting more these days because of the hard time we are going through. But we do love you. Despite whatever we say to eachother, mommy and daddy will always love you. I would love to give you all the world, and maybe some day you will get it. But as of now, I can give you nothing. I am sorry. Please forgive me for being a horrible, worthless mother.
Hopefully things will turn around soon. I love you all will all of my heart. Which is why I feel so bad and guilty. My heart is broken because of everything I have put you through. I am sorry.
I love you all,
Your mommy.
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