Plan B?? *please do not judge* *maybe tmi for some*
I gave birth to our stillborn 31 wk son on October 20, which will be two weeks ago this coming Thursday. My PP bleeding stopped about 9 or so days later. I know doctors advise waiting six weeks postpartum to have sex and I had every intention of doing so, because I do realize your body needs time to heal.
Well that did not quite work out, losing our son just really has my emotions all screwed up and I really needed the physically connection with my husband...I needed the intimacy and as hard as I tried to fight the urge, IT happened last night/early this a.m. :-S
Not to be TMI, but it did not hurt at all. But I am terrified, he did pull out but some got on the outside, I was unaware of this and when I got on top I asked had he cum again and he said no, that's when I realized that some got on the inside.
I know it's way too early for me to get pregnant again and on top of that I cannot emotionally deal with another pregnancy right now for fear of the same result. :-(( I was wondering if getting the Plan B was worth a shot, honestly I think my getting pregnant from that encounter are slim to none, but the thought does scare me. Half of me feels like, I should get it because my repo system just spent seven months supporting one baby and needs time to recuperate before doing all that again THEN the other half feels like even though my husband and I were stupid to not use protection, if I get pregnant then God must want it that way.
Just want a little feedback...gosh I just feel like I really smurfed up majorly! :-(
Well that did not quite work out, losing our son just really has my emotions all screwed up and I really needed the physically connection with my husband...I needed the intimacy and as hard as I tried to fight the urge, IT happened last night/early this a.m. :-S
Not to be TMI, but it did not hurt at all. But I am terrified, he did pull out but some got on the outside, I was unaware of this and when I got on top I asked had he cum again and he said no, that's when I realized that some got on the inside.
I know it's way too early for me to get pregnant again and on top of that I cannot emotionally deal with another pregnancy right now for fear of the same result. :-(( I was wondering if getting the Plan B was worth a shot, honestly I think my getting pregnant from that encounter are slim to none, but the thought does scare me. Half of me feels like, I should get it because my repo system just spent seven months supporting one baby and needs time to recuperate before doing all that again THEN the other half feels like even though my husband and I were stupid to not use protection, if I get pregnant then God must want it that way.
Just want a little feedback...gosh I just feel like I really smurfed up majorly! :-(
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Im so sorry for your loss, I know words wont really help but love and healing thoughts to you and your family xox