grrr
so my fiance is pissing me off.
all through my entire labor he slept in a chair.
then once in the room he slept for 2 days i didnt get any sleep.
my mom came and sat with me the 4 days in the nicu he came to visit some.
he knew she was going to prob come home today and instead of sleeping before he came to get us he watched movies. so he was 2 tired to drive us home.
i drove us home he slept in the back seat not even watching her.
we get home and he didnt pick up like i asked so i had to and not even ten mins home he is in bed sleeping.
i have never felt so alone.
all through my entire labor he slept in a chair.
then once in the room he slept for 2 days i didnt get any sleep.
my mom came and sat with me the 4 days in the nicu he came to visit some.
he knew she was going to prob come home today and instead of sleeping before he came to get us he watched movies. so he was 2 tired to drive us home.
i drove us home he slept in the back seat not even watching her.
we get home and he didnt pick up like i asked so i had to and not even ten mins home he is in bed sleeping.
i have never felt so alone.
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Anyway the doc has her eating every 2 hours to get the bilirubin out as much as possible so not much sleep with me
It sucks cause I can't move very fast and when I go potty it takes me forever ( I tore really bad. I have about 30 stiches down there. The doc had to pretty much sew it back in place she said :-( )
Plus the whole I had to drive us home from the hospital killed me. I dreamt about how perfect it would be with me in the backseat blah blah and I got to watch him sleep in the backseat with my baby girl. It was bad enough I had to spend 4 days in the nicu and leave with out her everynight.