i am so frustrated!!! (vent!)
I just had to get this out.... I am so %@%#ing frustrated! We have a xmas party to go to for hubbys work and I have nothing to wear! Everything is to #%^$ing small! I feel like such a cow my butt/thighs/hips are so fat, my tummy is flabby. Ugh I really hate myself today. My grandma took me out shopping for an outfit today and everything I tried on looked horrible on me. I came back with NOTHING. I went through my clothes and nothing fits! So I left it all out. No point in putting it back when I can't wear it! I'm sitting here crying right now cuz I have to go out tonight and all I got to wear is a pair of baggy jeans and a t shirt. I'm really gonna feel like crap when we get there and all the waitresses are gonna be dressed all skanky cuz its a pub we're going to. I don't even want to go now....I don't think I could hate myself much more than I do right now..fml
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all I have is jeans and 1 pair of dress pants. None of them fit!