questions/concerns about bfing second child
long story here: With my first child i was gung ho about breastfeeding. i was determinded to do it. So then when she was born i tried and tried. i had a couple of different women in the hospital try to help and was given a nipple sheild to help as well.(which it did) but no matter what my daughter would get frustrated after a couple of sucks and there was no breast milk yet. she would get so upset that i would get upset and just give her a bottle. we even tried giving her a little bit of formula before i would bf and again she wouldnt take it. i did pump but was a bit stressed after coming home due to having no family or friends around to help with housework(my husband went back to work after a few days) and me taking care of a newborn by myself after a c section and not.really taking care of myself and my supply decreased. i would still try from time to time but she would still only suck for a few minutes if that. i became depressed and just stopped all together after just 3 wks. i felt like a total failure. i wanted to bf longer. im glad she got a little bit of breast but it really bothered me. even now when my husband makes comments about me not breastfeeding 'that long' it really puts me down. Now im due again in 4 months and im really hoping i can breastfeed this one. im just worried the same crap is going to happen and im going to be depressed again for being a 'failure' (my opinion) i was just wondering what should i do this time around. any advice would be welcomed ladies.
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@mageoo i know he doesnt 'mean' it to hurt me with those comments but it really does. He was only home for a few days after and after that i had no help from ANYONE so i had to do housework by myself and take care of the baby by myself. it looks like its going to be the same story this time around so im already frustrated about that
I dunno y but it never occured to me to buy formula i just presumed i would feed n theres nothing more to it. Maybe i was just nieve at 19 but hey it worked anyway goodluck xx
I have 4 kids and my first child I only nursed for the first 6 weeks because I was 18 and found it to time bounding and too much dedication needed.
My 2nd child I was 25 and I absolutely loved BF. He loved the bounding period and I nursed him until he was 2 yrs old.
When I was 28 I had my 3rd who is a little independent diva. She wanted the breast milk but didn't like to work hard at nursing so I pumped for her for 3 months.
Now I'm 37 and My last child is 5 months. We struggled at the beginning. She's a lazy nurser. Only wants to nurse and sit on one breast the entire time. She loves the bonding but when she was first born we struggled with latching and getting her to stay up and nurse.
Every child is different... Just stick with it.
If you are going in for another c section, baby might be sleepy and lazy at first. Just make sure you or dad is there during any type of testing. And yes some babies won't nurse after a pacifier is introduced too early.
@bummy87 I just dont want a repeat of what happened last time because i really wanted breastfeeding to work and i know there are plenty of mothers who dont bf and all their babies are healthy like mine but it almost made me feel less of a woman because it seemed like everyone else can do it :-S