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Mana0924

Mana0924

im lookin through some teen pregnancys, and relized that my life isnt all that bad, I dont understand why I feel ao low at times. I have family who loves me, a roof over my head food on d table, my own big room, my own car, big tv, lap top, ipod, nice cell. I mean sheesh! I just am spoild and unappreciative. sure being pregnant & not with d dad sucks but who needs him. finding out im having a boy just open my eyes and makes me realize I have what I want and get a lot of what I want. I should be happy. today has been the happiest day in months but now that ive realized what a blessed life I really do have I plan to have more happy days and less sad ones. :)

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  • Mamato2boys
    Hey there i followed ur recent posts/stories just checking up on you to c how u were doing? hope ur holding up! :)
    July 2011
  • mummytuube
    Hey hun all is ok with me .. aww well that is good hunny just hope bubba bakes alot more ive gained 6lbs in 20 weeks lol but i was small before pregnant.. hope u n babydad are ok too .. i find out in 6days what im havin i cant wait :-) i want a girl first as i know its hard having older brothers lmffao i think its gunna be a boy tho looks just like daddy anyways take care hun write back
    June 2011
    • Mana0924
      Mana0924
      I think it will b whatever your gut says, when I first got pregnant I knew I would have a boy, but everyone else kept telling me I was having a girl. I even did this chinese thing that tells u what sex your baby will be & it said I was having a girl, but it was wrong! hopefully u get to have your lil girl, let me know k
  • mummytuube
    Heyy hunny just thought id pass by and see how u n bump are? Hope ur ok x
    June 2011
  • mummytuube
    Heyy hunny just thought id pass by and see how u n bump are? Hope ur ok x
    June 2011
  • Mana0924
    im lookin through some teen pregnancys, and relized that my life isnt all that bad, I dont understand why I feel ao low at times. I have family who loves me, a roof over my head food on d table, my own big room, my own car, big tv, lap top, ipod, nice cell. I mean sheesh! I just am spoild and unappreciative. sure being pregnant & not with d dad sucks but who needs him. finding out im having a boy just open my eyes and makes me realize I have what I want and get a lot of what I want. I should be happy. today has been the happiest day in months but now that ive realized what a blessed life I really do have I plan to have more happy days and less sad ones. :)
    April 2011
    • reemama
      reemama
      Your one strong lady :)
      Wishing you many blessings.
  • Mana0924
    i talked with my friend today about going to stay at a hospital & she told me how they are going to call cps on me and when the baby is here they will say im not stable enough to care for it & they will take my baby from me. So i found this place called Florence Crittenton where they will help me. I dont know what the process is there but ive seen a lot of good reviews. Louie breaking up with me last night just left me devestated, i know we need space and time, but its like we really havent been together since he found out i was pregnant. Ive been the only one really trying to hold us together, him not trying has tore me apart but now that he has been honest with me and told me he did want to be with me because of how i am just makes everything that much harder. Im ganna have to see him at doctor apointments & i know its just ganna be so hard. I try & think positive because i know i need to get away from him and keep my mind off of him but im so low right now. My eyes burn from crying.
    April 2011
  • Mana0924
    So yesterday i stayed the night with Louie, it was nice. but in the morning i dont even remember why but he got me so upset & i had a mental break down. Out of anger i got violent & blacked out. My body got hot i started feeling sick & wanting to die. Its like something comes over me & takes control of me. It scares me, i hate feeling this way. I was so embarassed and ashamed, my emotions took over i couldnt stop crying. but for once he was there for me, he held me in his arms & let me know he didnt want anything to happen to the baby or to me. I hate hospitals & he thinks i should stay in one. Ive been hospitalized before but only for a week, i know i should have stayed longer but i missed my home & family. I regret not staying now looking back because im not mentally stable & i question myself on my ability to care for my baby. What if i cant do it, what if i cant handle it & I kill myself for good after the baby is here. I dont know what to do i just want to feel ok, safe, & happy.
    April 2011
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  • newmommyofone
    Congrats on the pregnancy. I wish u the best. Welcome. I'm pretty new too. This app seriously is addicting and very helpful. Good luck and I can be ur buddy if u ever want to talk. I'm on fcebook too. Where do u live?
    March 2011
    • Mana0924
      Mana0924
      Hey, I live in phoenix,Az. How far along are you? Im not really into facebook and myspace and all those websites but I really like this app.
    • newmommyofone
      newmommyofone
      Im34 weeks along. Sry I almost missed this comment. Dk why it didn't show up on my notifications. How far r u? Did I already ask that? Baby brain lol
    • Mana0924
      Mana0924
      wow ur almost there! what are you having?
      im 4months next week
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    Welcome Aboard!
    March 2011