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You're gorgeous, btw.. And have a pretty up beat personality. Why can't the world be filled with more people like you? LolNovember 2012 -
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Can u inbox me so I can give u my address. Wont let me inbox thru my phone... Thanks girlSeptember 2012 -
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Hey how are you and the little ones? Havent seen anything from you lately even palringo went silent...August 2012 -
Hey hun i just changed my pic in the contest i hope its not too late to switch photos thanks
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MyLove2i wouldve posted one but my photobucket is pissing me off these days if there's still time i can email you a pic...
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MyLove2Ohh wow so tiny my babygirl was born on the 18th at 3:18am I was pushing for 3hrs I swear I almost gave into a C-Section i was soo happy my husband convinced me not to get one I was just so exhausted and irratated.. She was 8lbs 11oz 23in :)
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Oh shit that lady was crazy. Dont let her bother you just the fact that shes sideing with someone like that is insane. Dont worry the majority of pregly is with you on this....June 2012
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FateI wouldn't say back on track. Lol. More like a long road to recovery. :) Book is still coming and will include every detail.
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I haven't been on in a while and I may have the wrong person but how are things with you and your hubby? Reading your post was like a book. Again i may have the wrong person... just wonderingDecember 2011
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FateYou've got the right person! We are actually doing well. Turns out I am pregnant again, may be bad timing but I am blessed. In the end, if I only come out pf this with my children and myself, I will be content. :)
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FateOh dang. Forgot to give you my new cell number. I gave him my phone since I wanted less ties. Figured I need my own contract. But I will text you it asap!
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Hi hun. I just wanted to say to you. You are a strong momma and I really care for you. This is KrazymomofAdrian I am using Ittybitty. I hope you are on the pregly facebook. I wish you and your kids all the luck. Contact me when you get this on facebook my name is Kelsea Kline. Much love and hope that your fate changes. Sorry,.but it sounded clever to me
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FateI really love Pregly, but I'm so tired of frowning. I've frowned enough these last two months. Still looking for that silver lining.September 2011
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where have you been!!! I havent seen you since right after i got out of my coma!! I miss you are you okay?September 2011
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FateUgh! You know, it's been crazy... Honestly I get on usually everyday, and I just can't bring myself to type.. I have my preview ready for my book, but now I'm afraid to post it. How's you and my baby?! Missed you MORE!
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garagebandfanyour writing a book??? thats awesome girll! its been too long.. when was your beautiful baby born??? text me whenever you want my number is 314-610-0511.... my baby is still cooking some how haha i will be 32 weeks TOMORROW
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FateHoly crap! I remember when you were just a few weeks along! Corri was born on July 8th, at 36w 2d. She was sooo freakin' tiny! My book is gonna be called Fate Interrupted (thanks to TishJ330) and it's about my triumphs and struggles with a lot of romance and raw emotion thrown in! 100% true story!
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@fate I read all of your threads about your situation, and I couldn't believe how much alike we are. I've kept a journal for years but stopped just a few months ago when I felt everything was perfect and I didn't need to vent on paper anymore. Now the only thing I want to do is write, I've always been so shy and self conscious it was the only way I could ever express myself, I've always wanted to write a novel and share my story, but I never started because I knew it wasn't over yet. Now I'm so unsure about what will happen next, do I leave? Can I leave? Do I let him come back? Will it happen again? Is he still attracted to me? Will I ever not be disgusted by what I read? I don't know.. I told him some things he can do as a start, but he has a long road ahead of him that might not be leading anywhere, I told him I needed to wait until the baby was born in November before I would decide if I wanted to take him back. I feel so weak because I want nothing but to feel his arms around me.August 2011-
FateIt all depends on his effort. It was an unbelievably hard decision for me to end it. He wanted me to stay so badly. But my heart was just so broken, I couldn't go on. I was afraid that the distrust would effect how I took care of my children -especially our newborn. Hun, believe me when I say this, I WANTED to stay. The entire drive back to Michigan I just wanted to turn around and go back into his arms. All of the questions that you're asking yourself, I also pondered over. This is still fresh for me, it was only a month ago. But what if he did do it again? I would be more shattered than I am now. Knowing that I let him have the chance he wanted. Even after the month, I still miss him. I still love him. I always will. I know all too well, that feeling in your chest that you have. It's pinching, and hard to breathe. Overwhelming, to say the least! :( I miss his arms around me, but he seen how hurt I was, just by looking at me. He wanted so badly for us to work, after all we've been through. I know it's hard. I KNOW. You don't have to make a decision now. Let the baby come, and see how things go. If he makes the effort as your man, and your baby's father, then make your decision. In any event, take these words - Start strong, stay strong.
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pawgioPart of me is willing to take the chance of being broken again and part of me is screaming to run before he destroys me.. I'm afraid the pain will still be as fresh as it is now forever.. when I saw him yesterday even though I was so hurt and angry the broken pieces of my heart felt like they were being held together.. I don't know if I can take care of this baby by myself as well as I would with him, we've always been a team. Fuck man I'm only eighteen, I don't have enough life experience to be going through this.
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FateNobody is ever prepared to be hurt. I know all too well the feelings that wash over you when you see him. The pain will subside if you do work things out. Just make sure this is REALLY what he wants as well. I read that he wasn't attracted to you sexually. You shouldn't stay just because of the baby. That's the worst thing you can do. Spend time together, and really get to know eachother. If things don't work out, NEVER hold that baby against him. Let him spend all the time he wants with the baby. (What's baby's name?) You will feel tons of urges to be mad, but I learned that you're either going to forgive him fully, or hold a grudge that will just damage your relationship even more. Also, if you decide to stay, don't throw it in his face after forgiveness. I left my husband, yes. But it took a great deal of effort. An immense amount of pain, and God's guidance. I'm only 23. Not much older than you. I have three children with my husband, Destiny (5), Brianna (3), and Corri (6 weeks). I didn't think I could do this on my own, but surprisingly, I feel a lot less stressed after leaving him. I play everyday with my babies and I wouldn't have it any other way.
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pawgioI'm going to have a really long talk with him about his sexuality, he's been struggling with it for a long time and after this he said he realized he doesn't think he's sexually attracted to anyone and there. Is something wrong with him, I'm going to ask him to get checked for a chemical imbalance so we know.. I could never hold his son against him (baby still has no name) not knowing how much he cares and how much it would hurt him, my parents had a horrible divorce and it really effected me how they hated each other and used us against each other, when I was little I promised myself I wouldn't do that to my kids, I couldn't. I'm hoping things can get better, but it's going to be hard for both of us for awhile.
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Hey I know we don't know each other much I've been keeping up with your posts I hope ur doing lovely doll.;)August 2011 -
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how is everything going? hopefully good. I am willling to take a trip out there to kick some major butt
August 2011
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