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  • jj1992
    I'm sorry for you as well I wish we didn't have to go threw this :( it hurts so much... Haven't miscarried yet my babys heart just stopped beating.. r you going threw any pains?? :/
    September 2012
    • RedShadoe0
      RedShadoe0
      No pain... Had a d&c done this morning so they can genetically test the tissue. Lots of pain meds though. It sucks... We never saw a heartbeat.
    • jj1992
      jj1992
      I'm so sorry :( are you going to try again?? On Friday their taking my baby out and I kind of don't want to go but they said of I didn't have a miscarriage and my baby just stays in there I can get very sick..... When do you have to get your baby out?? :,(
  • Kindell
    Hey text me 863-558-1615. Ive been thinking about joining the military an have questions about two active spouses and staying at the same base and stuff
    August 2012
  • Val
    When are yu planning to test?? Im planning possibly sunday ill be 9dpohome i kno ill still be a lil early... i mite just wait till i gt my progesterone levels results back on tues
    March 2012
    • RedShadoe0
      RedShadoe0
      I JUST saw this!!!! Goodness haha, how are things this month?!
  • skysma
    Finally a face to the beautiful lady i have been texting
    March 2012
    • RedShadoe0
      RedShadoe0
      I just saw this for some reason haha.
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  • mrsrobbins6113
    Also, here is that link I told you about. It will more than likely make you bawl but it brought me so much peace.
    http://stringoffaith.blogspot.com/2011/02/mommy-dont-be-sad-today.html
    January 2012
    • RedShadoe0
      RedShadoe0
      Def made me bawl.... But thank you. I'm sorry I haven't been on here much the last few days... I've been sleeping as much as possible and when.I'm not sleeping I'm in the tub tryin to get the cramps to loosen up. Thank God today I'm finally feeling better. I woke up feeling normal so I decided to go pamper myself and went.to get a pedi done :) I'm so very glad this is finally passing and we can move on and try again... You said you've been trying again for how long now???? Have the docs tried Clomid or anything like that?? I really hope next month, after that period (if it comes, I don't have normal periods), we can get preggo again... Everyone is saying it won't be an issue bc I'm already 'fertile' enough.... We'll see :( tryin to think postive!!!! Now if only THIS bleeding would stop.... Oh! Btw, on fb my name is Audrey Mau Landry... Add me? My phone is being retarded and the laptop is... Old.. LOL.
    • RedShadoe0
      RedShadoe0
      Def made me bawl.... But thank you. I'm sorry I haven't been on here much the last few days... I've been sleeping as much as possible and when.I'm not sleeping I'm in the tub tryin to get the cramps to loosen up. Thank God today I'm finally feeling better. I woke up feeling normal so I decided to go pamper myself and went.to get a pedi done :) I'm so very glad this is finally passing and we can move on and try again... You said you've been trying again for how long now???? Have the docs tried Clomid or anything like that?? I really hope next month, after that period (if it comes, I don't have normal periods), we can get preggo again... Everyone is saying it won't be an issue bc I'm already 'fertile' enough.... We'll see :( tryin to think postive!!!! Now if only THIS bleeding would stop.... Oh! Btw, on fb my name is Audrey Mau Landry... Add me? My phone is being retarded and the laptop is... Old.. LOL.
    • RedShadoe0
      RedShadoe0
      Def made me bawl.... But thank you. I'm sorry I haven't been on here much the last few days... I've been sleeping as much as possible and when.I'm not sleeping I'm in the tub tryin to get the cramps to loosen up. Thank God today I'm finally feeling better. I woke up feeling normal so I decided to go pamper myself and went.to get a pedi done :) I'm so very glad this is finally passing and we can move on and try again... You said you've been trying again for how long now???? Have the docs tried Clomid or anything like that?? I really hope next month, after that period (if it comes, I don't have normal periods), we can get preggo again... Everyone is saying it won't be an issue bc I'm already 'fertile' enough.... We'll see :( tryin to think postive!!!! Now if only THIS bleeding would stop.... Oh! Btw, on fb my name is Audrey Mau Landry... Add me? My phone is being retarded and the laptop is... Old.. LOL.
    • mrsrobbins6113
      mrsrobbins6113
      Been ttc since I was okay'd to have sex after my miscarriage. I only bled for like a week maybe but I'd been bleeding for about a week before that. So probably since about mid July or early august. My fiance isn't supposed to be able to have kids. They told him it was possible but would unlikely happen unless he had a surgery to correct a twisted tube. So it was a miracle in the first place. I'm holding out wo hard for this month because we want an October baby. I added you BTW :) its good you're getting some you time in. That will help! you said you're passing everything naturally right? I'm sure that's painful to be at it for this long :( I'm so sorry. anyway, message me on Facebook!
  • mrsrobbins6113
    I just want you to know that I read your post and I'm sorry about your loss. I lost my baby at 9 weeks in July. We had been ttc for six months. Bf had a girl get pregnant and abort on him without telling him. So I know how you feel when you say you feel like you let your hubby down and your family and how you're embarrassed. I know exactly what you mean. It's still hard for me. Especially because my dd is in just four weeks. But I've found things that help. Read Heaven is For Real if you can and I'll send you the link to a poem that has brought me an amazing amount of peace. I passed everything naturally when I lost my baby. I mean everything, but they gave me a d&c just to prevent infection. They put me on vicodin for pain. Ask your doc if they can give you something. Good luck sweetie. If you need to talk I'm always here. Tag me in anything. Our stories are very similar. I started bleeding at almost six weeks, got put on bed rest, and a few weeks later my baby was gone. Here for you.
    January 2012
    • RedShadoe0
      RedShadoe0
      Thank you so much... Today I went in and got put on vicodin as well... And its made life so much easier. I'm hoping I won't have to have the procedure done, but so far... No tissue has passed... Just blood. I very much appreciate the support. This is one of those things I.never thought I'd have to deal with. I've managed to get thru telling family and friends about it via text and FB... I can't bring myself to actually.talk to anyone yet. I can type things out and be fine, but as soon as i HEAR someone say how sorry they are, I lose it. To me its amazing and silly at the same time how a 7 week old fetus whom I.didn't even.see.or feel yet is having this much impact on me. But it gives me hope that when I do have a baby eventually, the love for that child will be the strongest thing I've ever felt. And that makes me excited to try again. Trying to keep a positive outlook as much as possible!!!!

      Again, thank you so much.for the personal message... It does.mean a LOT.
    • mrsrobbins6113
      mrsrobbins6113
      I was the same way. For a while when people asked how far a long I was and I say nine weeks they'd say "oh is that all?" I felt like screaming no it isn't all! that was my baby! think about losing your baby at any age! people won't always know what to say. They'll try to be,nice and say things that aren't meant to be taken well but it won't always happen that way. I had some lady tell me I was lucky god took my baby so I didn't have to worry about raising it. She meant it in a good way, nothing personal towards me but it hurt so bad its unreal. had I not known and respected her I would have knocked her out. I've had my fiance's ex say I deserved to have my baby taken away. that she got what she had wished,for. That hurt terribly. I was stricken with grief for months. My parents are religious and told me not to be angry with god. and I wasn't for a long time. then one day I snapped. I was sad still but more than anything I was mad. I was absolutely furious. Not so much with god but with people out there who have kids,and don't want them as much as they want to money for them. or mad at the bad moms. It's not fair. it never will be. but we have something to look forward to. I've been ttc since right after I lost my little angel. To no avail. but our time will come. if you want to add me on facebook you can. I'm on the pregly page or you can search me. Crissy Thompson my picture is me in black and white. Message me anytime. I've been looking for someone with a similar story. Hopefully we can help each other.
    • RedShadoe0
      RedShadoe0
      I finally got the computer up and going... Are you from Toronto?
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    December 2011