I read what you said about not terminating even if your life depended on it and I have to say, that is what makes a real mommy. If you can't say and truly mean you would die for your child then you cannot claim to love them more than yourself. Rarely do moms find themselves in that situation but I have and I tried everything to hold my baby inside for longer and almost died but because I didn't let them take him right away I now have a healthy five year old.
You are a great mommy because you put your kids first!! God bless.
