2 days late... one positive, one negative. *UPDATE!!!!!!*
Well ladies. I'm two days late, no Af symptoms, lots of vaseline like cm. I took a dollar store test last night and after throwing it away which I might've done too soon, I checked on it when I peed and there it was clear as day a positive. Hmmm... Omg. Poas today... negative. Same test. Any advice? I'm normally never ever this late. It's cd 36today, and the most I've ever had is 33.
UPDATE*****
BFP ON EPT DIGITAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No onto the bad news.....DBF is absolutely furious. He left actually...went to his parents house. Told him I fucked his life up, his life is over, blah blah blah etc. I know he's reacting out of shock...and I know not to take it personal. I talked to his mom, she was absolutely shocked by his actions, and told me he just needs to vent....that things will be completely fine. He will come around. We fight....probably more than most couples, but every fight I look at just makes us stronger. But now we have something/someone to not fight for. I know it shouldn't be the only reason we try..but right now, I feel like it's the next step in our life to make the best out of. And I guess if we are together or not. But I don't ever want to be one of those moms who come after their BD for child support. I don't want to suck him dry, and I don't want him to have to feel like this was a mistake. I want to stay together, and I want to raise our child happily under ONE house. Together. That's it.
We will see how things go...until then. It looks like i'm flying solo, and sleeping alone. I hope he comes home soon, I sure miss him.
UPDATE*****
BFP ON EPT DIGITAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No onto the bad news.....DBF is absolutely furious. He left actually...went to his parents house. Told him I fucked his life up, his life is over, blah blah blah etc. I know he's reacting out of shock...and I know not to take it personal. I talked to his mom, she was absolutely shocked by his actions, and told me he just needs to vent....that things will be completely fine. He will come around. We fight....probably more than most couples, but every fight I look at just makes us stronger. But now we have something/someone to not fight for. I know it shouldn't be the only reason we try..but right now, I feel like it's the next step in our life to make the best out of. And I guess if we are together or not. But I don't ever want to be one of those moms who come after their BD for child support. I don't want to suck him dry, and I don't want him to have to feel like this was a mistake. I want to stay together, and I want to raise our child happily under ONE house. Together. That's it.
We will see how things go...until then. It looks like i'm flying solo, and sleeping alone. I hope he comes home soon, I sure miss him.
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Just so u def. Know it's pos. I'm hoping u are