ditched again for alcohol..(venting...)
My bf just started his new job today, which is super exciting considering hes been laid off for a bit. I dont support drinking (especially with him since he is easily influenced and cant control his alcohol) and he hasnt drank in a while cuz he knows it bothers me, but i agreed to meet up with him after work so he could have a drink or two to celebrate, was just sposed to be us. When i called him he was already at a bar (not the one we agreed on..) with his friends. I was already pissed. But i went, and found out he was already drunk when i got there. He agreed earlier that he would have a few and we could go home when i felt like. Well here i am sitting in bed alone b.c. he ditched me to get wasted. Im so sick of putting up with that crap.. he knows damn well how i feel about it i cant stand how men can be so inconsiderate. It wouldnt have ben a big deal, until he started telling me i was whining too much about going home after i sat there and watched him drink for three hours. Well no shit i wanna go home... all i can think about is how i want to get back at him for all the times hes done this to me..(well for one thing, i locked him out.. tehe) so much for being in this together... am i over reacting? Im just fed up with this shit.
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