Time. And I don't think it will heal all... but make it bearable and hopefully your heart will find some type of understanding for the situation. The best way to deal, I would say, is to take it day by day. Grieve. Try to embrace your son and make sure he knows he is loved. Connect with your husband.
We arr home now preglys...i am so mentally and physically exhausted. I am home now so I am going to rest as much as I can. Addison's funeral is Saturday morning so I am sure that will be a tough day. The program Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep is a wonderful program and I suggest anybody that needs them should check into it. When I get her picturies I will sharr them. I appreciate all of the thoughts and prayers.
Rest easy, boo. If you need someone to vent to, inbox me. If you need to call, ill give you my number. I wont say a word, just listen.. unless of course, you want me to. Much love, sweets.
Take it easy an take it one day at a time, an if one day at a time is to much then take it one hour at a time. U wil get thru this. We're all here for u sweetie.
Ladies do you know if my milk will come in since she was so early. It has been 30 hours since she was born but no sign of it yet. Is it my emotions blocking it? I just want to know what to expect.....
@kristaf22 thanks it is nice to be home and able to sleep in my bed. I tell you one thing Amber is lucky to have you as a friend. The person I thought was my best friend come to the hospital once in the week I was there and today when I made funeral arrangements guess who has plans. Not one thing would keep me away from her babies funeral. You really learn who your friends are when times are hard. Thanks for your prayers and know mine continue for you and everyone else.
@mandac10 That is what she said when I made arrangements today. If she picks to keep her plans my thought is the ones that matter will be there.
@misskristin Thank you for your prayers. I know I have not been the best at responding to your emails but I am also still here for you just please understand right now I feel like my heart has been ripped out of me.
@babynewyear2012 No worries, I expected no replies. I just wanted you to know I was still thinking about you & your family. I am here for you if you need anything. *hugs*
My goodness Ive been telling my husband everything with u and I just told him if it was my bff I would've been there the whole time no matter what. And I k ow my bff would've been done the same for me. It's a shame u can't even rely on anyone anymore! A true friend is the rarest type of person to find... if I lived near u id be there even though I don't know u except through pregly.
Good night all of my pregly friends. Pleasr pray for my family tomorrow morning as we must lay our precious Baby Addison to rest. I hope she is enjoying her Angel Wings in Heaven!
I'm sooo sorrry for ur losss...';( I can't believe it I had hope ughhh I'm crying.in tears I feeel your pain I'm sooo sorry once again!!! But pls never give uppp and remember ur bby girl is now ur guardian angel<3
Thanks mommas for continued prayers. The sun just come up here at home and it just makes you realize the pain is back for another day. I think I need help. I thought I could get through this but I cant. I hate ny life!
@babynewyear2012, I knoe what you are going through. I lost my baby boy at 22 weeks and one day. My sac was infected also. Only time will heal you. Ihave been going to counseling too and it has helpe me cope. Please dont leave your son or family. They all need you. I have gone a suicide also anf trust me that is not the andser. I hope and pray that you make it through this difficult time.
I lost my daughter at 22 weeks it's so hard it gets a little easier with time. I made a web site for her it helped me out www.freewebs.com/stormy_marie take lots pf photos
I wish I could say next week will be easier, but I can't. What I can say is that she is not in pain & she is with her Heavenly Father. He is also with you, He is holding you in his hand. It will get, not easier, but more tolerable. You will think of her & cry. It has been a few years, and around the date he passed & his due date, I cry. And it's ok. My son thinks of him too and we talk. When I got pregnant this time, it was scary. But I know this is my blessing. Michael is with Noah and helping me thru this. God bless you & keep you.
@jodi102011 I would never take myself away from my son or mark. They are the only reason I pull myself out of bed. I declined help at the hospital and I think it was a mistake. My father comitted suicide when I was a teenager and it was very hard for me. I just hate to be alone right now and eventually I will have to. It just sucks....the whole entire outcome of her beautiful life!
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@misskristin Thank you for your prayers. I know I have not been the best at responding to your emails but I am also still here for you just please understand right now I feel like my heart has been ripped out of me.