i went into his closet...
my 4 month olds closet, to take out what i thought would be a couple outfits he has outgrown. i quickly realized there was more then a couple. i ended up removing 90% of his clothes 
and it made me sad because I'm not ready for my little bear to get bigger! i thought i was, i was super anxious and excited to see him grow that i completely missed it! i had outfits that i was waiting on him to grow into since he was born at 5 lbs 6 oz and i had to buy preemie clothes whn he came home. well he outgrew them and i never got to dress him in them. i swear this growth spurt had to have happened overnight! so i took all his small clothes and packed them up. an i got out all his bigger clothes up to size 12m. i think the problem s that he as so many damn outfits i can't even put them all on him before he grows out lol. ill have to change him like 10 times a day so he can wear everything lol.
and i have no plans at all to get ride of his small clothes, i just cant do that. ill keep them for a couple years I'm sure then ill decide what to do.
so then, i went into my closet. i wanted to pack up all my maternity, and bigger size clothes and bring out my pre pregnancy clothes again. i was super excited when i started because i can wear my cute small clothes now, YAY! well, i started bringing them out, and i started feeling depressed. heres why- the last time i saw these clothes, i was packing them up because i was moving out of my old apartment.(some know my story but here's a quick read-up) when i found out i was pregnant my love and fiance of 5 years, and who i shared an apartment, raised a dog with (it might be dumb but that was our baby he got me for valentines day in feb 2010), and basically shared a life with, walked out on me and our unborn son. no joke: the SAME DAY i found out and told him, he packed his clothes and left me. i spent my first night as a newly-established preggo by myself and in tears. so looking at these things brought memories of him. a bunch of them he actually bought me. then i came accross the BEAUTIFUL blue dress he bought me to wear to our good friends wedding. this made me cry because thats the dress i was wearing the night we got pregnant. literraly, i was still wearing it when i got pregnant lol. so i hung everything up but it hurts to walk into my closet right now. and i needed to get this out somewhere, since i dont have friends or family who understand, care, or wanna hear it i chose Pregly
thanks for reading.
and it made me sad because I'm not ready for my little bear to get bigger! i thought i was, i was super anxious and excited to see him grow that i completely missed it! i had outfits that i was waiting on him to grow into since he was born at 5 lbs 6 oz and i had to buy preemie clothes whn he came home. well he outgrew them and i never got to dress him in them. i swear this growth spurt had to have happened overnight! so i took all his small clothes and packed them up. an i got out all his bigger clothes up to size 12m. i think the problem s that he as so many damn outfits i can't even put them all on him before he grows out lol. ill have to change him like 10 times a day so he can wear everything lol.and i have no plans at all to get ride of his small clothes, i just cant do that. ill keep them for a couple years I'm sure then ill decide what to do.
so then, i went into my closet. i wanted to pack up all my maternity, and bigger size clothes and bring out my pre pregnancy clothes again. i was super excited when i started because i can wear my cute small clothes now, YAY! well, i started bringing them out, and i started feeling depressed. heres why- the last time i saw these clothes, i was packing them up because i was moving out of my old apartment.(some know my story but here's a quick read-up) when i found out i was pregnant my love and fiance of 5 years, and who i shared an apartment, raised a dog with (it might be dumb but that was our baby he got me for valentines day in feb 2010), and basically shared a life with, walked out on me and our unborn son. no joke: the SAME DAY i found out and told him, he packed his clothes and left me. i spent my first night as a newly-established preggo by myself and in tears. so looking at these things brought memories of him. a bunch of them he actually bought me. then i came accross the BEAUTIFUL blue dress he bought me to wear to our good friends wedding. this made me cry because thats the dress i was wearing the night we got pregnant. literraly, i was still wearing it when i got pregnant lol. so i hung everything up but it hurts to walk into my closet right now. and i needed to get this out somewhere, since i dont have friends or family who understand, care, or wanna hear it i chose Pregly
thanks for reading.
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@maymommy11 omg i would be devastated! i take a million pics a day and i set my photobucket appear to automatically download every pic as soon as i take it. look into that
@sissylala so do i! I'm so glad my son looks like me and not him!
@momof5 congratulations on your 5 month old
@kritten_octoberbby i am definitley going for child support as soon as i get adriens social security card! ill hit him where i hurts and for him that place is his wallet he cares more about money than adrien
i wish i keep my old clothes longer..at least a yr Cus i was in doubt i would never get down to that size..well i did and i had nada to wear..
as for his father----boo to him! i think we all remiernice (sp) when we go through our old stuff..