Lol I should have said more but I was tired. When I was 16 I was raped by a black man, but didn't know it because I was drugged. So when my son came out bi racial I was very shocked. So now that I am pregnant now I'm scared its going to happen again.
Aw I'm very sorry to hear that mommyof2. I think its probably a fear from last time, I wish you and your baby the best and everything should turn out fine this time good luck %%-
Aww, hun, I'm sure that's scary. you have good reason to be freaked out, but you shouldn't let yourself get caught up in your fear. You're not going crazy! You're just reliving a major trauma because this is the first time you've been in that situation again--it's not uncommon. Talk your doctor or a therapist, maybe that would make you calmer. Good luck!
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It's just the trauma getting to you.