feel like a bad parent either way!!
I feel like my heart was crushed I am on bedrest and I am only allowed up to go to bathroom. So I have been having to let my mom and grandma and family members watch and take care of my 2 yo daughter. Well I have had her since Saturday and I can't exactly take very good are of her in a bed or on couch the whole time and my finance helps bit he works second shift so I had to try on my own to do it. And I was told by my doctor I was not listening to his directiomy ns well enough and if I continue to not listen I could put my baby at risk and go into full blown labor ( im almost 24.wks). So I broke down and sent my daughter to my moms. She just left and she was crying and screaming for me and held on to my neck so tight I felt like I couldn't breathe. I feel like I am choosing this new baby over my daughter but if I don't send her with someone I can't follow my bedrest instructions and am putting her over the baby. I feel its a lose, lose situation and I feel like a bad mom either way! Idk just thought I would share my heart break!
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