i beg of you, please pray...I cant handle more bad news
I saw my nephrologist (kidney doc) today and he gave me some bad news! My infection is not gone. I spiked a fever the other day and it goes away then comes back. He has decided that tomorrow after my husband gets home from work he is going to be sending me to the ICU with no visitors for the weekend. He is hoping that with doing that I will kick my fever and get well..plus it will give my body a much needed rest to attempt to fight off this dreaded infection.
I am terrified. I am trying to stay strong I just want a da** break from all of this. He said that if the weekend in ICU doesn't work we have to begin discussing the dreaded thought of aborting this baby which I don't even think I can do. I just want to get better... im asking all of you to please pray for me and baby S!!
I am terrified. I am trying to stay strong I just want a da** break from all of this. He said that if the weekend in ICU doesn't work we have to begin discussing the dreaded thought of aborting this baby which I don't even think I can do. I just want to get better... im asking all of you to please pray for me and baby S!!
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@usmcwifemommy101107 yep 19 weeks tomorrow I don't even want Monday to come
@surviormommie3 if it comes down to me dieing or us both dieing I don't know if I would be able to say no..but I don't want to even think about that. Thank you for your parters and supprt
@rockinmama that's my plan for the weekend is just to sleep the entire time, it will make to outside contact easier to bare!