sleeping with the ex.. risky business!!
So for those of you, who know my story.. me and my sons dad broke up around July. and we both started seeing other people. That is up until about a month ago. And he enrolled in school to become and EMT. And he's trying to get his life on track, and change for 'his family' he says. Which, I am so happy for him! Hea doing awesome and is taking school extreamly serious (he's been out of school since freshmen year of hs.. 8 years!) So anyways. For the past 2 weeks we've been intimate. And he says stuff like 'how we use to be' and calls me, babe & baby, and kisses me. And says he 'misses my body' lol.
And I know that considering our past, we probably should be having sex. But, honestly... It feels so right. Like, we try to be broken up, but always end up back with eachother. And Idk, but I like to call that fate...
And I know that considering our past, we probably should be having sex. But, honestly... It feels so right. Like, we try to be broken up, but always end up back with eachother. And Idk, but I like to call that fate...
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And I'm not saying were gunna get back together.. but I know we are still in love with eachother.
so i asked my mom, if she could watch my son after i put him to bed so i could go bowling with my friend michelle. and she was like, you shouldnt be going with michelle, you should be going with guys! and NOT michael. and all i said was "even if i was to go with michael, its really none of your business! its my life, my choices, my decisions!" and she was like, if you go out with michael - itll be a definate NO. you not going with michael!
im so frustrated! im almost 22 years old. he is the father of my son! we were together for 3 years. i dont think they have a say in what i do, and what i choose. but that doesnt matter. because there going to butt in regardless of what i say. and no matter how many times i tell them to f off, or get out! they dont listen.
ngdsghijsdbgnskjs so aggravated! >:p :-W %-( [-(
And he had a test today (Sunday) and my mom accused him of lieing to me, at the time last night he had my son, and was supost to drop him off at 10am. But j wanted him to come home sat night. and my mom said 'he wants to drop him off so he can go party and drink, he's lieing to you(me)' honestly I can't win!
i feel so sufficated by my family. seriously they wonder why im so unhappy?! because they cant let me grow up and make my own choices. and i have no where elce to go, so its not like i can move out. sad part is, were moving to a different town next month, thats further away from my ex.. which sucks. and i dont have a car, or a job. im just so depressed. and the added drama with my mom doesnt help! :-(
but i think he feels the same stress i feel with my family, like nothing he does is ever going to be good enough. and he just had enough. which isnt fair to my or my son, but i guess i understand.. it made me grow up - get seriouse about school and better himself. but my mom will NEVER see that.
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