Does anyone miss the hospital?
Call me crazy but everyday I actually think about being in the hospital again. (Recovering not giving birth lol) I had lo on Dec. 24th so I equested to leave the next day because of Christmas but now I think it was a mistake. I feel weird even thinking about it but sometimes I wish I could turn back the hands of time and just stay that extra day. It also has nothing to do with the nursery having lo either since she was with me the entire day until they took her at night. Please tell me I'm not crazy (or if I am its ok lol)
Does anyone else feel this way?
Does anyone else feel this way?
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@DavidnAadynsMama it was relaxing in a way but I feel so awkward saying that about a hospital lol Just knowing that I had this new person all to myself before I had to share her with family I guess lol
The food at that hospital wasn't that bad either. I wouldn't dare ask to go back but I wish I stayed there longer just to have that memory
I had NO rest, NO sleep, the nurses bugged the crap out of me even though they only came in every three or four hours. (though I had a few strangers waltz in thinking my room was one of their loved ones... pretty un-nerving when you're a private person trying to learn how to breastfeed and have your boob hanging out and look like shiz from just having a baby and here comes in some complete stranger-man of all things- with flowers asking if this room belonged to so-and-so... um hello do I look like her!?)
I couldn't get comfortable, I hated being in a strange place with strange people, the stupid education check list thing they wanted done before I left.
Then my blood pressure started to rise but it was the stress of being there.
Then they tried to say that if my son didn't poop by a certain time they would keep me another 24 hours even though he wasn't jaundice at all. omg what a nightmare for me.
My husband and I couldn't get out of there fast enough rofl.
My next birth will be at home. (The car ride to the hospital was the most painful part of my labor/delivery)
The staff was nice, but the hospital just wasn't for me.